Lorressa's Blog

• Rising Song

  10/11/09 0 Comments

  To, receive a fairer life, amidst thy oppressive gloom, to hope against doubt; to love above bitter hate. To, arise from the earthly planes and taste mystic rain. For what truer bliss, my heart within my risen breast feel had not the heavens opened up the darkened firmament? For worthy I who had only to believe your words were true…Lorressa Trenco

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• Between

  10/11/09 0 Comments

  Your purpose is hidden between your sufferings and joy, seek through your hope and despair, and find it in between your tears and laughter. It shall be found where you least expected it to be; yet you may find that it was so visible and you frequently overlooked these answers in disguise. God’s heart is the key to fulfilling yours. Seek God and you shall find him. Listen beloved, and you shall hear. Speak aloud your needs from the depths of your soul and listen for your Keeper in the same fashion. You will find him and all answers in the most sacred places within your own heart…Lorressa Trenco

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• In search of morning light

  10/11/09 0 Comments

  Kneeling down, my hands fold together in unity, as I begin whispering the secrets of my heart. A soothing warmth rises and your peace flows like a melody throughout my veins. As I call aloud my strength fades and my eyes begin flooding with tears. Washing away rocky paths and wasted days that guided me down dark and broad ways. Face first, I had fallen into the dust. Alone I speak, all so silently you weep as the rocking chair sways. You search my shattered mind through all the empty darkness, that reined over my riddled courses. You look upon my sorrowful eyes as if it were a window to my broken spirit and restore my soul. You, my Lord have saved and preserved my being from a burning fate. I traveled through the serpents nest, and with only unyeilding love have you alone caught my weathered soul. Forever your light surrounds and secures me… I bow my head forever before you, now and for all eternity surrendering to you the entirety of my heart. For every eye to see; for your love and grace has set my imprisoned spirit free...Lorressa Trenco

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• Believe

  9/18/09 2 Comments

  I know this show to be my absolute favorite out of all I have ever seen....If you love magic, believe in true love, and desire to witness Criss Angel's surreal art- then you will love Believe... It is hypnotic tale and magnificent journey out of and beyond the physical planes that sends you straight into the subtle and magical grounds of existence. Believe is a fascinating exploration of the soul and an absolute must see!....God bless you Chris and all of your heartfelt commitment to our Lord, the world, and of course your faithful loyals! We all admire you, LOVE YOU, and will forever remember you! Love eternally, Lorressa

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• Sep 2nd 09 @8:41pm

  9/2/09 3 Comments

  When truth is covered............. Sometimes in our lives we make mistakes and even hurt the ones we love the most. There have been many moments in my life where I have beaten myself up for the dumb choices that I have made. Whether it be opening my mouth with harsh and useless words, that only leave me farther from my own desire to give love or plainly not allowing myself to be vulnerable when it matters most. With those who just need love and recognition of my love for them as individuals. Throughout my past I held pride in my heart. I set barriers between others and me merely in order to protect myself, due to my fear of loving and losing them. Yet had I never experienced eclectic forms of loss I would have never understood anyone. I’ve also learned from my choices taken against love in the past and know for certain that those who hold your heart in their hands then for some reason or another suddenly depart, are those who will leave the deepest marks but even more often scars. Throughout our grieving and suffering from our loses we may start creating these shields of protection against the very element that we all need and truly desire. Now for years I had not known I had built these walls, because my only desire was love. Real love in every aspect of my life, yet all the while I was subconsciously holding more pain than I was consciously able to endure in order to be a receiver of love. Then later it was apparent to me that this very act of self protection was hindering not love from showing up, but causing me to resist it just as quick as it had arrived… You see, I was unable to receive love because I subconsciously recognized love as a risk, a gamble, and I inevitably associated more pain than fulfillment from love. Therefore I either fled love or pushed it away no matter its forms or intentions… This was never the proper way of handling my problems, fears, nor my abandonment issues. Although I continued to behave as such as a child and throughout my teenage years. At the time I never truly knew why it was so hard for me to be happy like other people. Needless to say, I was a loner. There could be a thousand people in the same place as me and I would never fully allow a connection to form- even when I wanted to. Nor would I allow a deep bound to grow with anyone regardless of the years I had known them… It was my understanding that they can love you today and leave you tomorrow. No matter whom they were: parents, family, or friends they could all be gone. Right along with another part of my heart that would be taken away with them when that time came. Had only Id known then.... Love, although beautiful- in this physical plane has its flaws. To experience a life with love while living is a continuous sacrifice. With loving another person comes the possible risk of someday having to endure the loss of that loved one, the act of betrayal, or the sudden unexplainable abandonment. I eventually began to understand that we are all capable of being affected by the loss of our dear ones. Yet we're also capable of taking leaps into the unknown for the sake of love. Why shouldn't we take a blind leap of faith for present fulfillment we all desire and essentially need. I believe that the transformation in my heart and thought process began when I recognized that: everyone who ever loved had faith. When love is true it never dies nor will it ever truly depart; because love lives in our memories and our souls forever. If love is true it never ends and when you experience unconditional love for the first time you will see this to be true. Out of love we were created by the one above and in love we shall relentlessly desire to live...Life was intended to be perfect, beautiful and harmonious. But the truth is that the world has its flaws along with our partial understanding of loves true depth. Though, know that the love we feel is a part of heaven, a gift that keeps life worth living, and I personally have experienced many dreadful parts of my life without it. The greatest regret of my past is having had love there all along and knowing that I had turned away time and time again to avoid the inevitable. I learned the hard way that love is infinite and our separations of any kind are only temporary. For my choices and based off of my experiences, I am upset yet very grateful that I have had hardships to share. We really never know just how our life experiences transformed into art may affect others who encounter it. There’s no measurement for the amount of love and bliss you recieve by opening your heart. From the entirety of my soul searching there is one thing I know that is of great importance: a life without love is nothing of value, for the immensity of love’s treasures is endless… Love eternally Lorressa

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